Birthdays are great because they're, well... birthdays. They're meant to be great.

Also, birthdays are somewhat sad, because every year you secretly hope for your miracle to finally happen, but it never does.

Also, birthdays are somewhat sad, because every year you secretly hope for your miracle to finally happen, but it never does.
- Mood:bittersweet
- Music:Keane - Spiralling
All I have to say about this St.Valentine's day.

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- Mood:
dorky - Music:Splean - The Lighthouse
Very powerful song.
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices, son
They're one and the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swayin' to the rhythm of the new world order and
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming
Keep your head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
I'll hold you and protect you from the other ones,
The evil ones don't love you, son,
Go back to sleep.
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices, son
They're one and the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself
Swayin' to the rhythm of the new world order and
Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums
The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming
Keep your head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
I'll hold you and protect you from the other ones,
The evil ones don't love you, son,
Go back to sleep.
- Mood:
pained - Music:A Perfect Circle - Pet
I worship the beauty of a female body as many other qualities I do not posess.

News: my scanner died :( so no pics except for the digital ones.

News: my scanner died :( so no pics except for the digital ones.
- Mood:
melancholy - Music:Kent - Kevlar Soul
This year I've decided not to write a letter to Santa, because he doesn't deliver people. And, anyway, most of the year I've been way too far from being a good girl.
Merry Christmas and happy New Year to all :)

Merry Christmas and happy New Year to all :)

- Mood:
lonely - Music:Craig Armstrong - This Love
It's been getting pretty cold..
In my little corner of the world..
In my little corner of the world..
- Mood:
blue (literally) - Music:Goo Goo Dolls - Here Is Gone
People come ang go. They do not stay.
But while they're around, they change something in you, that stays.
When they leave, it's all you have left.

Lately life's been giving too many reasons to cry for me to handle.
But while they're around, they change something in you, that stays.
When they leave, it's all you have left.

Lately life's been giving too many reasons to cry for me to handle.
- Mood:
tired - Music:God Is An Astronaut - A Moment Of Stillness
Don't expect me to be 21 just because my passport says so .)


- Mood:
happy 'forever 13' - Music:Beat Crusaders - Tonight, Tonight, Tonight
Love her like I did.

"I know that Goodbye means nothing at all..." ~la-la-la :3

"I know that Goodbye means nothing at all..." ~la-la-la :3
- Mood:happy birthday Kimyo
- Music:Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved
It's strange how having so little time leaves so many empty spaces


- Mood:
listless - Music:Incubus - Wish You Were Here
October 14th. 20 years ago.
Happy second birthday, phoenix.

Happy second birthday, phoenix.

- Mood:
cold - Music:Alyssa Sears (Miyamura Yuuko) - It's only the fairy tale
Ink sure is tricky. But perhaps that's the best part about it. I'm not even upset about having messed it up so much.
It's only the first one, after all :)
Soundtrack: Coldplay - Shiver

( Click to read the rest of lyrics )
Click to download song
It's only the first one, after all :)
Soundtrack: Coldplay - Shiver

So I looked in your direction,
But you paid me no attention, do you.
I know you don't listen to me.
'cause you say you see straight me, don't you.
On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.
But you paid me no attention, do you.
I know you don't listen to me.
'cause you say you see straight me, don't you.
On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.
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Click to download song
- Mood::)
- Music:Coldplay - Shiver
Nothing happened. Life goes on.


- Mood:
blank - Music:A-HA - forever not yours
These I very much like!
Nothing but my camera.. and the cars behind the bus.)




Nothing but my camera.. and the cars behind the bus.)
Let the miracle begin!




There's a place we used to go
That's where I throw our ashes now..
©That's where I throw our ashes now..
- Mood:
wrong again. - Music:A-HA - Thought That It Was You
Dry your eyes
Soulmate, dry your eyes.

Soulmate, dry your eyes.

- Mood:
nostalgic - Music:Placebo - SWG
Modern Japanese culture is extremely popular in Minsk. More and more young people become fans of anime - Japanese cartoons with very peculiar artwork and a stunning variety of forms and genres.
The Festival Higan gathered hundreds of people who came to see - and to take part in different anime-related competitions - Japanese caraoke, fan art and fan fiction, theatrical sketches, Anime Music Video and, of course, cosplay (from costume play, which means impersonating an anime or computer game character).
The event was 9 hours long, stage performances were followed by intermissions during which people gathered up to take pictures of each other's amazing costumes.
My sister Julia and I were there and also had costumes - they were hard to make, so showing them off was extremely flattering :)
Here are a few pics of us - later, when I gather more, I will post some pictures of other cosplayers.

Walking around in a kimono was great. I'll always remember the impressed whispers that followed me and the heavy weight of silk on my shoulders.
The Festival Higan gathered hundreds of people who came to see - and to take part in different anime-related competitions - Japanese caraoke, fan art and fan fiction, theatrical sketches, Anime Music Video and, of course, cosplay (from costume play, which means impersonating an anime or computer game character).
The event was 9 hours long, stage performances were followed by intermissions during which people gathered up to take pictures of each other's amazing costumes.
My sister Julia and I were there and also had costumes - they were hard to make, so showing them off was extremely flattering :)
Here are a few pics of us - later, when I gather more, I will post some pictures of other cosplayers.

The best part of my costume was the back .)


You'll know she's an angel only when she turns her back on you.©


Well, I HAD to show off my tattoo at least once :))


Walking around in a kimono was great. I'll always remember the impressed whispers that followed me and the heavy weight of silk on my shoulders.
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:A.Badalamenti - Fire Walk With Me
It's a Requiem.


- Mood:
numb - Music:Requiem for a Dream - meltdown
This one is for a single line.
Soundtrack: Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism

The song is (or at least should be) available for free download right here - click.
Soundtrack: Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism

The song is (or at least should be) available for free download right here - click.
- Mood:
worried - Music:Recover Your Soul
I remember that day too well.
I remember checking in @ Shriners' to be operated on the 12th.
Shriners' Hospital is located on a hill, you see. And there's a hospital with an ER across the street, where people are sometimes brought by a helicopter.
I remember too well. A helicopter flew by Shriners' as it did many times before - and all the people ducked, all at the same time, covering their heads, some falling to their knees, all voices and laughter freezing into frightened silence.
I remember. And graphite on my hands feels like ash.

My friends and I found this house by accident. It's completely burnt out from the inside, empty and dead.
- Why do people have to die?
- To make life important.
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I remember checking in @ Shriners' to be operated on the 12th.
Shriners' Hospital is located on a hill, you see. And there's a hospital with an ER across the street, where people are sometimes brought by a helicopter.
I remember too well. A helicopter flew by Shriners' as it did many times before - and all the people ducked, all at the same time, covering their heads, some falling to their knees, all voices and laughter freezing into frightened silence.
I remember. And graphite on my hands feels like ash.


- Why do people have to die?
- To make life important.
©
- Mood:
sad - Music:Death Cab For Cutie - Your Heart Is an Empty Room
If we can't find a way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this..
I must find a way.

Drawn by
olegti, translated into English by me.
( Russian original )
Then maybe we don't need this..
..I might need you to hold me tonight
..I might need you to say it's alright
..I might need you to say it's alright
I must find a way.

Drawn by
( Russian original )
- Mood:
something's gotta give. - Music:Savage Garden - Hold Me
